people dont understand me...

is it so hard to understand me?
people take my friendlyness in a wrong way..people think twice when im being helpful and friendly..cant my nature be nice is it?? i wouldnt have met my frends now if i wasnt the one to have approach them and showed them around uni k..

i just like being friendly and nice coz i treasure my frends..once i accept someone as my frend, i go that extra mile to make sure u are ok and if there is anything that i can help..coz my frends spice up my life and make my world go around..

i mean u tell me,what else do we have in this world besides to study for uni and find work in future..what do u do during ur free time if not hang out with this frends..

im not kiasu with education..we reach success together as frends and we will have wonderful memories to look back on..i want our uni life to be as enjoyable as possible...

but if there is something in our way then im sorry but i cant be your frends anymore...im not being sad but this kinda thoughts just pop out in me when im just bored and thinking...

love u guys lotss and hope we be frends for long ya...tc ya and my best wishes will always be with u guys wherever u may be...

terlalu istimewa...

a song for u... by adibah noor-terlalu istimewa

Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju
(Korus)
Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas tiada batasan
Terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Ingin ku lihat mu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Sekadar rahsia
(Ulang korus)

Tak tertanggung rindu…
Mendengar suaramu…
Tawa mengusik jiwa…Oh…

GO HERE THIS SONG..SO MEANINGFUL !!

i am a sensitive person!!

i know how to be sensitive!!
i know how to cry when im sad!!
im not a stone k!!
my fren who i just met in august and so fast we started getting attached and today i get to know she is living for US for good to be with her bf..
so am i suppose to laugh and say seriously ah u going...obviously i will cry la..its like i love this people to death now k and i would do anything for them but yet people laugh that i cried..
i have 8 close frends and now if someone is not there obviously i will feel the difference man!!
our group wont be full anymore..we wont have her dieing for tandoori anymore..no one to call me mummy anymore..no what to eat mc flurry and fries with me..we wont have her smsing and being on her hp whole day in college...its just difference when one of us are not together...!!!
but yet i supported her and said its ok go where u heart lies..but im gonna miss u..i dunno when u have to leave but its gonna be hard..so dumb la..im a drama queen in two months im like crying for a frend..
whatever man once i called a gal my frend,she is considered part of me...
i will miss u..i love u..u tc ya and be happy with ur new life..hope he takes care of u well k..
anything just get ur ass back to malaysia k plz plz...

sick of life...

hey guys dropping by again after years to write something on my blog..

so many things happening around me but im like so ignorant to every single thing of it..
its like i got an exam tomolo for social and business communication but yet im not scared and like having the whatever attitude..

frends are all depressed for some reason or another but i cant help them with anything..melanie is sad over being alone and missing wan kit..sandra has become so quiet this days and she is kinda lost when we are talking to her..christine doing ok i hope..im lost with all of them oso..

a gal just passed away for being highly diabetic so mum wants to bring me to the doc coz my dads family most of them have/had diabeties and im kinda following the sweet tooth lifestyle..

here i am blogging when i have like 300 over pages to read but yet i still dont care..wait till i shiver after tomolo's paper man...guys just want u guys to know that im always here if u need a fren k..i mean whatever happens we have to finish this degree together so might as well make the best of it rather than being sad and not hanging out k...love u guys...better get going with work...